Sunderland Bridge

the detritus of human waste
litters the bins

– the river of life goes on –
remark the stones
but closer inspection
reveals birthday card cliché

all of life has crossed this bridge
long before this biro’s invention
merry
trudging
stagnant
accidentally drowned
complex in its resistance
to neat summary

a new structure now sits
down stream
all beam steeled
with modern slants
offering life at faster pace
no time to stop and contemplate

this changing template of autumn leaves
deviation towers
mapping power’s obdurate course
fast flowing
no giving way
and emphatically on track
for environmental catastrophe

copyright a shyvicar November 2020

Bollihope

re-claimed by nature
slag heaps carpeted in green
standing at the rock face
did they see magnificence?

with hammers, picks and crowbars
a future of lung disease
could they imagine
children splashing in the water
picnics near the burn
dare-devil races to the top?

it looks beautiful
she said

this lime kiln landscape of testimony
to hard lived lives past
navigated by a stream of liquor
like some resurrected Christ
wounds for all to see
brutal in their reminder
of a price paid
for this tranquillity

copyright ashyvicar September 2020

Nick Cave

to be
minimalist
is best

no words
I write
could capture

a desolation
that brings consolation
in a truly Ignatian sense

but if I had to
refer to
just one lyric

on pain of death

it would be
forevermore
“I don’t believe in an interventionist God”

my heart feels

strangely warmed
within
each and every time

 

copyright a shyvicar 2020

The Screaming Melons

you could say
I was a die-hard fan

at both of their gigs
they banged out the blues
in a feelgood style

I loved them for their name
dreamed of being a part
jealous of their fashion
I bought a blues harp

I could not make it wail
I could not make it moan
like Pete
like Sonny Boy

in my mouth
all tuneless and useless
all teeth and gums

so I salute
those Screaming Melons
the joy their blues bought
in all too few moments

and yes
in flights of fancy
still dream
of making harmonicas
talk

copyright a shyvicar April 2020

 

Bill

you played guitar

a child’s toy
plucked
strummed
singing silently away
music inside your head

in turn I
played halting chords
Morrisey and Marr’s
catalogue
stretching and waiting
but sat on the floor

you couldn’t hear

dissonance
a weight of shyness
mis-placed sevenths
strung to a tune

I couldn’t hear

your melodies
spirit of inspiration
take on the world
lost to silence

hearing and all speech
impaired

copyright ashyvicar 2019

I want to be……

the poet of mediocrity
for the mediocre age
using mediocre language
to vent my mediocre rage

I’ll plagiarise and sanitise
anything good that comes to hand
I’ll be
a bootleg Byron
a paper thin Plath
a Heaney hologram

I’ll take endless selfies
highlighting my golden pen
I’ll sit crane-like
but just right
to hide my paunch
and then….

I’ll declare war

in mediocrity
an expert I will be
sit on sofas
strictly dance in loafers
ice-skate with gophers
a rhyming book
open on my knee

from the east to the west
I’ll be on all the shows
divide opinion
boost the ratings
punching Piers on the nose

whilst in a hand cart
the world goes to hell
fanned by
climate change
brexit bitterness
all my complicity
as well

copyright ashyvicar 2019

Leaf – a movement in ten words

ripped

              asunder

                               hurled

                                             aloft

                                                     twisted

                                                     winded

                                           obtruded

                             wounded

            autumnally

bled

copyright ashyvicar 2019

Husthwaite

they let me stay up.

hidden behind a curtain
motionless but breathing
my sister returning to bed
perplexed
by an unexplained absence

it happened at Kate’s cottage
Husthwaite
Yorkshire
God’s own country
God’s own world
as good, bad and ugly
adorned a black and white screen.

I will not forget
staying up
secretly watching
Clint, Eli and Lee Van
acting out a tale
operatic in its proportions

To recall that moment –

when years ago
I was thought almost grown
to watch
the suffering of war
to hear music I instantly loved
love now
much as way back when

a score to a brutal violence
that bruised a spaghetti wilderness
where good, bad and ugly
lived cheek by jowl
in the heart of each one
without a devil in sight

– makes me yearn to live it again
exactly as it was

perfect

a boys own adventure
where a twelve year old
experienced a kind of heaven

Eli was my favourite
Clint didn’t seem
– good
not in a way twelve years on earth
understood

older and maybe wiser
I understand
I think
the irony
Eli hurtling around a cemetery
a strange
desperate dance to music
looking for a grave

singled out
for the showdown to come
between good
bad and ugly
in each one
no devil in sight

and there they stood
those three
looking death straight in the face

I thought

but Clint wasn’t playing
chess

heaven on the street

I caught a glimpse of heaven today
on a glasgow city street
for the angels were out
busking

I passed them
family in tow
with hopes high of a holy grail
in some entertainment exchange
at the end of the row

they looked like human beings
those angels
their faces a halo
of scrumptious
luscious
mouth-watering
ingenuity

playing guitars
their faces shone so
two young women
singing of love
and loves lost
in harmony
outside the shopping precinct

and standing in mid-air
as still as still
an angel without wings
hovering

he had the shoppers on the go
whipping their hands
underneath
beneath
below his boots
as white as snow
hoping to catch hold of
angelic secrets
as wingless
he air-stood
motionless
emotionless
alone

I caught a glimpse of heaven today
on a glasgow city street
some angels
without heads
it perturbed my daughter so
no beatific smile
purely empty air
no sparkling blue eyes
just glassless glasses
underneath pitch black bowler hat
with white gloved hand
offering out God’s peace

I caught a glimpse of hell today
on a glasgow city street
a desperate preacher man
ranting in the round
of death and destruction
ten to the pound
but “jesus saves us from aliens”
went unnoticed

for the angels had done their work
on that glorious meritorious day
and no devil of a preacher man
could take heaven away